I've been cried a lot these whole year....
So now i gotta put it end somehow
Letting others worried about me....that's not cool hehe...
So I hope tat I can compose myself now
I truly hope tat I will always be happy
N u know wat...I know I will

Even if I’m at my limit,
even if I’m all alone
I don’t want to give up;
I’m not kidding

I don’t cry anymore
I don’t cry anymore
I tell myself to be strong
So I will never ever cry

Sorry,
I’m not that strong
And there are times when
I just seem to break

But if there’s just a
slight piece of hope
Then I want to keep holding on to it, forever

Even if I get forced and act reckless
I’ll keep on living; this isn’t the end

So I will never ever cry
So I will surely be able to smile someday

That's what I want for thiz year...
N I will get it....I will

Dah lama meyepi
Sekarang tiba tahun baru
Azam baru
Semoga dapat memulakan hidup baru
Cita-cita aku thn ni
Agar dpt menjalani hari-hari dengan bahagia dan ceria
walaupun di uji
Agar aku lebih kuat dan tabah
Agar aku lebih sabar dan penuhkan hati aku dengan kasih sayang
Jauh dari kemarahan dan kebencian
walau apa pun yang berlaku
Agar kehidupan aku lebih baik dari sebelumnye
Kita akan sentiasa di uji kan
Jadi aku harus persiapkan diri
Mudah-mudahan.....tahun ini aku berjaya
Amin

It has been so long since I update new post...huhu...been busy lately (though I don't know wat am I been bz...hehe)....So many things to do..in so little time....can I make it??? ( sure...think positive k ) I have to finish my chapter 1,2,3....*sigh.....and da best part is..I've been sick lately..huhu..always have headache...mayb I think too much...hehe...

I'm so sorry......truly sorry
I think I'm being so selfish n not even thinking tat all tat u did is for our future...
I juz thinking to keep u close to me da whole time...
Sorry for being selfish

Well....I guess I think too much....way too much till got headache already...huhu....I hoping tat I can take a long deep breathe and found myself out of thiz suffocated life or maybe I juz struggling too much...I should go along wif da flow of life...I totaly luv "Take A Breath" by Jonas Brothers....luv thiz song so much....really inspire me to move on....I really need thiz kinda song rite now to cheer me up n give me courage

People change and promises are broken.
Clouds can move and skies will be wide open.
Don't forget to take a breath.

Life isn't suffocating.
Air isn't over rated.

World's spinning 'round.
There's no sign of slowing down.
So won't you take a breath?
Just take a breath.

Thiz iz some of da lyrics from tat song.....I also like "The Climb" from Miley Cyrus.. ..but I alwayz hv my little Kyo wif me to distract me from all thiz thing....hehe....well...feel a lil bit release now.....(smiling)...Life not so hard actually....tat wat it makes life more interesting than ever rite?hehe

I totally fell in luv wif thiz hainan chicken chop rice. It came wif set of lemon tea ice or hot. But I luv to drink Enriched Chocolate n not to forget double kaya & butter toast (it must be double not single....hehe) n also Omega soft boiled eggs...whew.....luv them all...hehe ;D

So cute.....a sugar glider was suppose wrap themselves (like a ball) but my Kyo sleep like human....she sleep whenever she like...but a sugar glider was suppose to sleep during the day n active at nite..but not my Kyo, hehe....but still..she so adorable n melt my heart..... ;)